2001-05-26 - 4:31 p.m.

Survivor ,my National Suffering Full-Time story (NSF):

Throughout these 2 years I've become a generic multiple personality of all sorts--the chao recruit,the loser,the Guardsman,the instructor cum junior junior junior commander,the attention seeking ex-classmate who never turns up for class gatherings and the woman-hater ,hard-liqeur drinking chiongster that my weekened kakis are so familiar with (thanx guys and thanx to Serene and gang)...bet that mime artist at Lido underpass never carried off so many personas.

The list doesn't end here ,but adds on each time I'm being sent to a new environment...

Tekong BMTC ,Dieppe Barracks ,Bedok camp ,Zouk and what have you ,throw it at me..I am supraman ,Bionic man totally manipulatable putty:I'm NOT A HUMAN BEING,I can whimper at officer's commands,I can scream at recruits to move their arse,I'm a gentleman,I am an arsehole,I'm a no-lifer who types long e-mails,I am a mambo loving alcohol guzzling clubbing animal,...I am NOT A HUMAN BEING....

'I wish I can tell Heaven from Hell.'

---Pink Floyd,Wish u were here.

How I wish those people who always tell me 'its not that bad' or 'can u stop complaining?U are a wuss' or the classic 'How I enjoyed my time in army' will just follow me and Reddy once deep into jungles and endure endless tortures from the commanders or sleepless night in camp shedding silent tears thinking of our predicament--totally not of our own doing...I just challenge u people to.U IGNORAMUSES ARE FUCKING HAVING A GOOD TIME in civillian while we are worrying about our next exercise and the lonely countdowns to weekends.

And you females out there ,don't give me your 2 cents worth about army.The superficial sugar-coated army is not the REAL ARMY.And how I wish you were here.

ORD countdown 35 days....

Sorry ,for wasting your time but I must let out my sleep deprivation induced anger out somewhere.

Yours,Spurs

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